When I grow up, I want to be like Steve Jobs

by Ben Lucier on November 27, 2011

I’m grateful the Steve Jobs biography has been written. But it has me wondering: Do I need to take LSD to be more creative and perhaps more Jobs-like?

While reading the book, I found myself wondering if a life lived by Steve Jobs could be had if this book was used as a prescription for those of us aspiring to be technology leaders. It’s a fantastic glimpse into the mind of a genius and in many ways it serves as a reminder that even the smartest, most charismatic people walk a path very similar to the rest of us mere mortals.

I was also delighted with the openness Jobs had with Walter Isaacson (the author of the biography) and the encouragement he gave to his friends, competitors, employees to be candid when speaking about Apple and their relationship with Steve.

Despite his own acknowledged bad behaviour, Steve’s willingness to pursue excellence and push others to exceed their wildest best efforts is the mark of a truly great leader.

I knew that Steve took LSD, but I was surprised to read about the importance Steve attributed to the mind altering drug in his life and the lack of regret for using it.

Not counting the “acid bath process used when producing the aluminum Macs” reference there are 15 references to LSD in the biography.

For example, Steve recalls turning his girlfriend on to acid and in one instance, they had taken it in a wheat field just outside Sunnyvale. “It was great,” Steve said. “I had been listening to a lot of Bach. All of a sudden the wheat field was playing Bach. It was the most wonderful feeling of my life up to that point. I felt like the conductor of this symphony with Back coming through the wheat.

That’s one heck of an endorsement for a dangerous drug, isn’t it?

Another reference was while Steve was playing Kriegspiel, a german variant of chess. The biography describes Steve and a friend “Tripping on acid during a lashing rainstorm sitting by the fireside.” Then this: ”While living with a girlfriend and another friend, they turned a small room into a space for meditating and dropping acid.”

Those we’re 60s though… so I figured Steve may be more reserved, perhaps even regretful about his drug use. It doesn’t appear so: In a recent quote Steve made while his biography was being written he had this to say about Bill Gates: “he would be a broader guy if he had dropped acid once or gone off to an ashram when he was younger…

I wonder how many readers of Steve’s biography, who look up to and admire him, are considering how dropping acid can help them expand their mind, and be more creative? There’s no warning about the dangers of using the drug, and no references of regret that I could find.

So what’s wrong with a little mind alteration then, if it means it might help us better understand a man some would hope to emulate?

I’ve never tried LSD and I think of myself as a creative, out of the box thinker, not prone to peer pressure. But now Steve has me thinking… could I be even more creative and more open-minded if I dropped acid?

I’m sure I’ll never have the answer to this, but I wonder how many people have given it more than just a passing thought.

Have you read the biography of Steve Jobs? What are your thoughts on the subject of mind altering drugs and their potentially creative effects?

  • http://www.schafer.com/ Ken Schafer

    Don’t do drugs!

    You’re tripping yourself up with something called “Survivorship Bias”.

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Survivorship_bias

    To figure out if you should do drugs you don’t look at the few entrepreneurs or rock stars who did drugs and draw a conclusion from that. You also have to look at all the burnouts, junkies and people who ODed and then make the decision.

    • http://www.communityguy.ca Ben Lucier

      Thanks Ken. You saved my life! #WhewThatWasClose ;)

    • Realist

      You’re tripping yourself up (no pun intended I assume?) against something called “Ignorance bias”.

      It is practically impossible to OD on LSD and ‘shrooms and they are not addictive. Psychedelics are an area where it is POINTLESS to take the advice of someone who hasn’t tried them as they are really impossible to describe.

      They aren’t for everyone, and should be avoided by anyone with a family history of schizophrenia, but they do allow you to shift your perception of reality completely and view ANYTHING from a completely different context (including yourself, your ego and everything you hold dear.) Not for children’s birthday parties obviously, but neither are they intrinsically ‘bad’. They absolutely CAN expand creativity and according to some research mushrooms can change you for the better http://abcnews.go.com/Health/magic-mushrooms-lead-open-mindedness/story?id=14623870#.TtZOIrIr2nA 

      I find it really quite depressing when educated people just trot out the ‘All drugs bad mmmkay’ mantra. It’s this kind of blinkered avoidance of logic (usually based on a complete lack of experience) that has lead to the utterly disastrous  ‘War on Drugs’ – things are not black and white and treating all drugs as equally ‘bad’ when there is a wide variety of societal harms per drug just makes the kids think they are being lied to by authority. Let’s deal with facts, not knee-jerks and maybe we can minimise the harms and utilise what are, in some cases useful substances rather than the complete nightmares they are painted as.

      And before you fire back with harms : Alcohol and Cigarettes!

      • http://www.communityguy.ca Ben Lucier

        Really appreciate the point of view, Realist. Thanks.

  • Me

    I am a smart and well educated businessman and I have done LSD and shrooms on multiple occasions. My honest opinion is to stay away. I wouldn’t say they are physically dangerous, that is a misconception and they weren’t all negative. However it is a very real experience which although temporary can have long lasting effects, paranoia, outlandish fantasies, questioning reality, etc all of which can effect your life. There is no magical knowledge, no enlightenment just a hyperactive awareness of ones self which, which can be pleasing to our already big egos but happiness is found in focusing on others not ourselves. It’s lure of enlightenment is a fallacy masking self conceite.

  • http://www.communityguy.ca Ben Lucier

    Hey Me, thanks for your thoughtful, intelligent response. 

  • amandamattoon

    Hello- randomly came across your post. Thank you for sharing your thoughts on this. If you would like to know more about the history of LSD and hear from those who really know about its potential for expanding consciousness and creativity, you should see Hoffman’s Potion- its remarkable.

    • http://www.communityguy.ca Ben Lucier

      Thanks for the suggestion Amanda, I’ll check out the documentary soon. For everybody else who might be interested, here’s a link to the film Amanda mentioned: http://www.nfb.ca/film/hofmanns_potion

  • Steve Jobs

    Drop acid. I did take LSD after Reading the biography and trust me I understand him better than anybody else in the world.

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